Crone

In the sound
And the fury of
Life unfolding
I lose my breath
And reach deep for courage.

The babe—lurching
And stumbling—-ever
Flirting with sharp edges

Two scrawny cousins
Exploring the wonders
Of the creek—-clams
Worms—dragonflys

The girls are proudly
Creating happy works of art,
While the mothers
Chat and fuss and cook.

I fill myself with this
Remembering
It will warm me
On darker days

I feel the sinking
Stone of grief
No more am I young
A carefree girl
Nor busy mother
Nurturing new life

I now am called to
Stand as witness,
The Crone whose
Silent presence
Shelters all.

– jml (2002)